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2003-06-04 - 9:54 p.m.
Is this what I deserve?
Indifference. Neglect. Betrayal. Loss. Loneliness.
Failure. Poverty. Fear. Hopelessness.
Is this life? Is this all there is?
Will I never know peace?
Is life a never-ending series of painful events?
How do I go on? How do I face joy again, when I know it just ends in more pain?
Can I give any more? Dare I?
What's the use of loving another when it gets taken away every single time?
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So, how do you like them apples?